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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

I know I haven't been blogging for some time but I'll be back in a few days!

Anyway, I know I'm late but Happy (belated) Valentine's Day!!!

P/s I DYED MY HAIR RED HEHEHEHHE WAIT FOR PICTURES ^.^

Posted @ 3:30 AM

Wednesday, February 08, 2012

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned

I have learnt that no one is perfect, and that we should all learn from the mistakes we make and grow up. Every mistake made is a valuable lesson learnt. I learnt that I should never be too naive when it comes to love. Sometimes, it's better to stop trying to run after what may be wrong and let what is right come to you instead. I learnt that one must have dreams. But if things do not work out, I must learn to let go. It may not be easy, but it will make me a stronger person. I learn to cherish the people around me a little bit more. I learnt that earning money is no easy task. I learnt the value of money and the importance of life. I learnt, even if it's just a tiny bit, to grow up.

Day 30- Who are you?

I am Jasmine Lee. I am 17 years old this year. I am awaiting my first year of school at Temasek Poly as an Accounting and Finance student. I am not perfect, and I will stop trying to be perfect. But I will always give my best. I can be nice and fun to be with, or I can be that bitch you wish you never crossed paths with. This is me. Take me as I am, or watch me as I go.

Posted @ 3:09 AM

Apparently no one gives two fucks about this site, guess that's why I didn't get any suggestions on formspring regarding my previous post. Oh well, I guess I'll just stick to what I've always been doing. Hehe :-)

It's 2:44AM now and I'm feeling kind of down. Things haven't really been going my way for me. Yeah, I didn't get accepted into JC. I feel like I'm so stupid, like I'm not good enough even after I tried my hardest. I feel like I disappointed my friends and family who supported me and most importantly, myself. But I've accepted the fact that there's nothing else I can do about it. As the saying goes, "no use crying over spilt milk". I can only embrace my posting to Temasek Poly and work harder towards my dream. Perhaps it's my calling? I'm not too sure. But thank you to everyone who had been trying to leave nice comments on my formspring, twitter and even texting me to cheer up. Words cannot articulate how grateful I am to have you people in my life. Your comments definitely made it easier for me to get through the past week so thank you all wonderful beings. x o x o

Maybe it's the fact that it's past midnight that I'm writing this post, probably why I'm being so emotional and stuff but I guess no one can stay strong for too long. If you keep stretching a rubber band, it'll eventually snap. I realise I have no one to talk to anymore. I can only turn to this page and spill out my thoughts. I wish life was easier. I wish things wouldn't be so complicated. I wish we didn't had to fuss over the smallest things. I wish I was numbed towards

everything...

And here's another one of my problems that a Tumblr pic would perfectly describe

Ok ok ok no more sad thoughts. Let's put them aside for now. I'll be finishing up the challenge post and doing another one because aside from that I have no clue what to blog about... My social life is boring and dull and I bet, as usual, that no one gives two fucks so yeap!

I'll blog again tomorrow, ciaosu people.

x o

Posted @ 2:43 AM

Tuesday, February 07, 2012

I WANT TO BLOG, BUT I'M TOO FRICKING LAZY TO TYPE. VLOG, ANYBODY? VLOG = MORE REGULAR UPDATES. BLOG = MORE THOUGHTS PUT INTO WRITING, BUT LESSER UPDATES.

I don't know if anyone still bothers about this site, but I would like some suggestions. You know what to do, FORMSPRING ME!! :-)

http://www.formspring.me/inkedheart

Posted @ 1:46 AM

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

I'll be taking a

ONE WEEK HIATUS.

I'm not in the best of moods lately. As you guys know, I didn't get accepted into SRJC. I got into TP Accounting and Finance though. I'm in a whirlpool of emotions. Half of me feels dejected and demoralized, I feel like I'm not good enough even after giving my best. Half of me feels like I should be more appreciative of the fact that I got into my first Poly choice. But.... my heart tells me that it isn't my dream. I never really envisioned myself to be in a Poly. Even though many people told me I look like a clubber girl, like I am always so wild and always partying and that I suit Poly but no.. I don't club, I don't party, I'm actually really a nerd and I like to study. :-/

I always saw myself in JC. Or at least hoped that I will one day be there. But after receiving my JAE postings after waking up on that fateful 7:58AM on Monday, I've been feeling so lost. I've tried to appeal to SRJC and hopefully they'll call me. If not, I guess I'll just take it as it is and go with my posted course in TP. :-/

So I hope you guys understand. I'm sorry I didn't keep up to my promise. But I feel that I really just need time this week to sort out my emotions and do what I can to appeal into SRJC. I'll come back by Friday to blog again, hopefully then with good news? Once again, I'm so sorry. I hope you guys wish me best of luck or maybe pray for me :-(

Thanks guys, I'll be back.

X O X O X

Posted @ 11:25 AM

Friday, January 27, 2012

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

Day 26- What you think about your friends

MY FRIENDS ARE AWESOME. But needless to say, without ME they're only AWESO. ;-)

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

BECAUSE I AM ON MY POST O LEVEL HOLIDAY AND I AM BORED. And I need to keep this space alive so yes :-(

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Year 2011 - Sitting for O Levels.

2012 Seventeen

Appearance-wise, I think I became a little better looking. Not saying I'm good looking now but I appreciate what God had given me. :-)

For everything else aside from appearance, after having to work during my vacation, I learnt a lot more about responsibility. Working had opened my eyes to the world outside of school. It really isn't as easy as we fathom it to be. I guess education really brings you far. Through working at Tangs, I became a little bit more wise and mature. Experience really is a learning journey afterall :-)

Posted @ 12:13 PM

Monday, January 23, 2012

Here's wishing all my readers a prosperous and happy Chinese New Year! Happy holidays x o

Posted @ 2:22 AM

Sunday, January 22, 2012

So I'm halfway through my Pulau Ubin post. The uploading of the photos is such a bore I am really just annoyed writing that post LOL. I'll put it on hold for now but it'll be done by Wednesday (I hope *crosses fingers*). Anyway, Pulau Ubin post aside, I received another batch of my photoshoot pictures. This time there's like 10 or more photos (not too sure) but just thought I'll share them here on my blog just for the fun of it. Yes yes I know I'm not pretty or skinny or model-material but it was really just for fun, please do not criticize me so harshly :-(

I'm mustering about almost all of my courage to post these photos so please don't bombard me with mean insults after this post, much appreciated. LOL.

The 2 other models with me that day. Ya ok I know I don't look as good as them. :-/

MY HAIR COLOUR SO NICE HEHE

That's it, 11 photos. There's more but the rest of the photographers have yet to upload them rawr :-( Leave me comments (not insults mind you) on my formspring okie!!

Ciaosuuuu x

Posted @ 2:07 PM